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Bi Pantyhose Passion
I've had a Pantyhose Fetish for over 30 years now, and love wearing them on a daily basis. But back in the summer of 1995, I suffered a heat stroke, and almost died, when I recovered, I vowed I would stop fantasizing, and live out these dreams and fantasies. I had been masturbating while dress... Read full Story
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My First Blowjob As A CD
My experience with giving a BJ to a friend in need all started when a buddy of mine was going through a divorce . We got together a few times and got drunk and he was feeling down in the dumps and very sad . the one time he told me the worst part of it all was he wasn't getting any sex anymore and t... Read full Story
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Karen, My School Teacher Part 5
The Bus Station By FoxyHosed I looked around, but no one was there. It was dark and pretty cold night outside. I felt the air blowing around and up my pantyhose encased legs and ass. Mmmm nice. I started walking to the bus stop a few blocks further down from the school. I felt very attractive g... Read full Story
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Karen, My School Teacher Part 3
Regret... Hmm Maybe Not. By FoxyHosed My excuse for a cock got hard again. My horniness got the better off me. I went to lock the front door. I took my shoes, pants and sweater off. I stood in the hallway only in pantyhose and t-shirt. ‘Don't do this. Walk away from this now. But you go to boa... Read full Story
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A Win-Win
A Win-Win By Sabrina G. Langton *** Author's Note: Hi, just a quick, crazy story about a wife actively participating in her CrossDresser husbands sex life. Just a bit of fluff, hope YOU like it.) *** We were laying in bed, sex was done, my wife could now relax for the rest of the month ... Read full Story
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My first blowjob from a hot transexual next door
In my neighborhood there's a transexual friend of my mom, she owns a salon, and it was frequent for me to wait for my mom to get her hair done, while i just looked at her discretly, she was around mid thirties, with a very hot body and beautiful blonde hair, it was a common sight to watch her walk o... Read full Story
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Alessia Travestita Hung Mature Blonde British Porn Star
Alessia Travestita Hung Mature Blonde British Porn Star If you like Transexuals, big cocks, bondage, domination, deep throat, fisting, spit roast, 69, ass fucking, cum swallowing and big loads this story is for you. If not don’t bother reading. If you like my story please leave comments and ... Read full Story
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I Love To Love You
I Love To Love You Baby By Sabrina G. Langton Author's note: I have published this story on two other sites. I always said it was slightly aurobiographical, but reading it back it is a pretty accurate account of my summer of '88. There are only 3 things that I changed. 2 are itsy bitsy tiny deta... Read full Story
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TV-TV
My girlfriend Gloria and I had just moved into an apartment together, having gone out for six months or so, before making the committment. We moved in furniture from each of our apartments, after deciding what would go best in the new place. With the exception of a television, we really had eve... Read full Story
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ACROSS THE STREET AND TWO DOORS DOWN by Spanky de Bautumn
Jamie knew he was different. He didn’t fit in with the other boys, but he didn’t feel like he fit in with the girls either, he just knew he was different. He wasn’t into dolls or balls. He was the smallest boy in his class and more than half the girls outweighed him. But the one thing he had going f... Read full Story
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A Religious Experience
A Religious Experience by Sabrina G. Langton *Stories from the real world 2 This story is kinda autobiographical. I was twenty-two in 1987. You couldn't just order anything you wanted on the computer, with no social interaction, and get whatever you wanted. You had to go out in the real w... Read full Story
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Lady In The House Ch. 03
A story by MicheleNylons ( Michele continues to be used by the inmates of a prison. Hot wet fluid suddenly soaked the tops of my thighs and the crotch of my panties. I felt stream after stream of his creamy seed shoot against my silken hosed thighs and being to slowly run down my legs. My crot... Read full Story
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Karen, My School Teacher Part 4
Meeting my other teacher By FoxyHosed Next morning as I woke up, I jumped in my clothes and got myself a coffee, and went to school. I got in 15 minutes early because I didn't want to run into Karen. As I entered the door to the school, I saw some of my classmates. I thought the coast was clea... Read full Story
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The Interview
The Interview By Sabrina G. Langton *** 'A crossdresser goes on an interview in lots of pink, of course she gets the job' 'Author's note, just a quick little story with some really graphic sex, and a little tiny moral. I hope YOU like it.' *** "Okay, sit, sit, let's get started. S... Read full Story
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Downsizing
Being frail and weak is a gift that not many men see the beauty of. Most consider it a punishment or something of that nature. There is another gift that many men don't see. That gift is affirmative action. Most other people lose the chance at some excellent jobs because of their race, creed, sex, e... Read full Story
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TO BE OR NOT TO BE – PART 6
TO BE OR NOT TO BE – PART 6 by Spanky de Bautumn Part 5. Sunny and Antonio got frisky at the bar, Sunny moved in with Mel and Shari, and opening night was a success The only other dress that I brought was one that I hoped I would get a chance to wear but didn't think I would. It was a black ... Read full Story
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TO BE OR NOT TO BE – PART 6
TO BE OR NOT TO BE – PART 6 by Spanky de Bautumn Part 5. Sunny and Antonio got frisky at the bar, Sunny moved in with Mel and Shari, and opening night was a success The only other dress that I brought was one that I hoped I would get a chance to wear but didn't think I would. It was a black ... Read full Story
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On the Run
“Your first mistake was stealing hundreds of thousands of dollars from me. Your second mistake was thinking you could get away with it.” As I stood trembling before his desk, Mr. Atwater regarded me as if I were a bug on the windshield of his Lexus. “Do you have anything to say for... Read full Story
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Ladies who Lunch - At the Gloryhole
Ladies who Lunch - At the Gloryhole By Sabrina G. Langton *** Author's Note: Hi, just a quick little story to make us all wet and squishy. Three mature crosssdressers have a little more excitement than they are used to after lunch. I hope YOU like it... *** The Boynton Tavern So w... Read full Story
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Tea-Girl's Repeat Performance
It was the last night before my girlfriend was due back from the Hen Night she was on, and I had already washed her clothes from my previous day's fun with the electricity meter reader, during which I made a mess of her satin thongs, pantyhose and white body-tight top. I wanted to relax, with a bott... Read full Story
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Highway in Heels
Highway in Heels By Sabrina G. Langton *Stories from the real world 1 This story is autobiographical. When I was 20 years old I used to drive a van for my parents from Brooklyn to Tarrytown New York once a week to drop off merchandise for retail shops in the area. I always had a full van on ... Read full Story
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Surprise Ending
I am 38 years old, married (for 13 years), and my job in sales takes me on a monthly business trip to various cities in the eastern US. I can’t say I have never been tempted on these trips away, but until last month just some friendly flirting at a bar was probably my biggest offense. That ch... Read full Story
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Lady In The House Chapter. 01
A story by MicheleNylons ( Man in jail is transformed to prison slut.) How had it come to this? I was dressed as a woman and standing in the far corner of a darkened cell on E Block of Chelmsford Correction Facility for Men, and waiting for the most dangerous inmate in the jail. How had a mild... Read full Story
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Shemale Fantasy - Suck Fest
This story is completely fictional - in fact it is a fantasy of mine that I will describe in great detail, contact details are at the bottom if you want to make this a reality! I arrive at your house on the evening. You let me in and show me to the spare bedroom. I walk in and close the door behi... Read full Story
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Office Casual
"Good morning Ms. Anderson," Karen said as her boss walked past her desk station and into her office. "Good morning Karen," Ms. Anderson said, not even stopping to make eye contact, "I'm going to be very busy today, so I'll need you to let me know if you get any mail fo... Read full Story
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Two CD's the first time we meet.....
We are meeting for the first time since talking online. I want to dress for you gurl, I want to feel as you do, I want to be your slut, your slave of desire. My panties are a sheer white, my hard cock can be seen ever so pressing against them, I rub myself for you as you watch, drooling now. Hand... Read full Story
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Sally's First
My heart was racing a mile a minute as my hand reached for the door knob to open a whole new world to me. Although I had been dressing for about 15 years, at 23 I still hadn't been outside or let anyone in on my secret. The last 3 years had been hell for me as I had started to play with dildo's a... Read full Story
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TO BE OR NOT TO BE – PART 2
TO BE OR NOT TO BE – PART 2 by Spanky de Bautumn Part 1. Sunny, Mel, and Shari learn they are going to New York to perform a play off Broadway and are really excited about it. Being a small troupe, we unseen members had to wear many hats. Unfortunately, there was just the two of us, Joe Donn... Read full Story
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LA CRÉATION DE MONICA ⚧️ ⚧️
Je savais. En regardant en arrière maintenant, je me rends compte que j'ai toujours su. Je n'ai jamais rien fait à ce sujet, jusqu'à ce que je sois prêt mentalement, émotionnellement et physiquement. Je suis né Matthew J. Smith au milieu des années 70 en Amérique centrale aux États-Unis. J'ai grandi... Read full Story
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Dressed for Disaster
After a last look at himself in the full-length mirror on the closet door, Pat put his magnetic key in his purse and left his hotel room. He had done this enough times to be almost calm as he waited for the elevator. When the door opened, he was relieved to be greeted by an empty lift. It always ... Read full Story
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Beryl's birthday suit
I tried on my sister's panties when I was 12. They looked so cute, so sexy.. I couldn't help myself. I tucked my dick between my legs and pulled them over my hips, delicately positioning them just like a girl. They felt yummy! When I saw the shiny, lacy pink briefs in the mirror - snug, flat pu... Read full Story
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Connie at an Adult Bookstore
Disclaimer: The following story is not intended for minors. If you are offended by sexually explicit material or it is not legal in your place of residence, please close the document now. If not, I hope you enjoy my attempt at entertaining you with stories of my adventures. * Let me start by i... Read full Story
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Quick Fix
My anticipation couldn't be expressed in words. It had been a while since I'd had a visitor to my apartment. The last experience had ended quite well, with the bed sheets being more than a little tussled up. I was preparing myself with an erotic movie. The sex scenes always turned me on, my ... Read full Story
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From accidental trans porn addiction to a cum filled booty
One night when I was around 30 or so I was watching some porn, nothing unusual for a guy like me, aka a sex addict. Sex addiction is great if you’re Tiger Woods and swimming in poon, but for guys like me - regular, awkward, slightly handsome in a very boyish way, weirdos — it’s not that fun. We... Read full Story
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TO BE OR NOT TO BE – PART 3
TO BE OR NOT TO BE – PART 3 by Spanky de Bautumn Part 2. At the hotel in New York City, Sunny meets the bellhop, Antonio, and they go out for a drink when he gets off of work. The call came at exactly seven. I had woke up about five minutes before and was watching Antonio sleep. All of the oth... Read full Story
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Bimini (part2)
Emily was introduced to me by my friend Jan at a night club. ‘Em’ is a 19 y/o t-girl and absolutely adorable figure and very sexy legs. Well after leaving me at the club with Emily, I had invited her to fly to Bimini the next day for a long weekend . If you read part 1 you will know. Waking up... Read full Story
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Did I Do Right By Taking Money For Sex?
I first properly dressed when 14. (I did do the knickers and stockings and pantyhose thing previously from when I was 11). I first had sexual contact with a friend when we were both 14, i.e. wanked each other then I sucked him off and drank all his cum. I then waited until I was 16 for sex with... Read full Story
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My First Ladyboy
I was working in Bangkok a couple of years ago. As was the normal practice all the guys would finish work on a Friday afternoon and head to the local bar for a couple of beers.. This particular Friday we were in the usual place chatting and having a nice relaxing time......when she walked in....t... Read full Story
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Jennifer's first taste of cum
This is another in a long of line of true stories about my crossdressing experiences. This encounter happened back in the 90s. It was Saturday night and I was on the road to the Queen Mary in Studio City. For those of you who were into the scene back then, you know what a happening place the Mary... Read full Story
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My story, more or less pt.2
So there I was, a boy with a desire. (Refer to pt.1 for context) A few months went by from the "initiation" and I've progressed quite a bit I have switched from shemale porn to femboy porn, to relate to the main characters more. I have also scoured every closet in desperate search f... Read full Story
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Crossdressing at CCBC in Palm Springs
I recently stayed at CCBC in Palm Springs. For those of you who are not aware of it, it is the largest gay resort in Palm Springs area. The resort has about 30 rooms, lockers, a pool, steam room and indoor and outdoor play areas all on a one acre outdoor enclave. I arrived there on a Tuesday and dre... Read full Story
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A Day Driving in the Country
Day off, out for a drive. What a predicament, standing on the side of the road next to my open car door with my hands straight up in the air; looking down the barrel of a Highway Patrolman's handgun. I'm about to pee my pants, that is what little bit of pants I have on. The Highway Patrolman is d... Read full Story
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Marcia Goes Back to School
Marcia was painfully nervous. She hadn't been able to eat very much in days. The upside was she was even skinnier which would make Mistress and her husband very happy. She'd always been thin and on the diet Mistress Carol had her on she was already thinner than she dreamed possible. Her anxious stom... Read full Story
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Room 139--06
When I returned, Kelly, Michelle and Wendy were simultaneously changing into their costumes. Wendy helped me out of my dress and wig. I lay down on the bed to watch their preparations. Michelle had beautiful, olive-colored skin, which perfectly matched the light brown hair between her legs and o... Read full Story
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The Best Valentine's Gift
The Best Valentine's Gift By Sabrina G. Langton *** Author's note: Hi, just a little sexy story... cocktails, a three-way and some role play... the usual, I hope YOU like it... *** Ding dong. "Hello," "Sabrina hi, come on in, you are all dressed up and looking fabulous already... Read full Story
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Brianne Rides Again Part 1
After the last excursion at the rest stop I had to check it out again. I couldn't believe the fucking I got the last time. All the next day I couldn't even walk right because of the ass pounding I took. Days past and I kept wondering what kinda luck I would have if I went again. I was getting so exc... Read full Story
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Abducted and Turned Out Chapter 1
About four years ago, I decided to go out for the evening to a local club that tgurls hung out at. I was a regular there, and had been going there for some time with a regular circle of TG/CD girlfriends that I hang out with. I was already excited when I started to prepare myself in the late afte... Read full Story
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Epic weekend with stepbrother
Ok so me and step brother both graduated and where ready to celebrate we decided we are going to Vegas. We where both virgins so we couldn’t think of a better place to loose it. How where supposed to loose it was supposed to be a much different story. His was supposed to be like any young handsome ... Read full Story
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My first incredible CD experience
Following my experience with Gloria I hooked up with some other shemales. The experiences were good, but nothing worth writing about...that is until I met Andrea. While on one of my typical business trips I visited a local drag club a few towns over. It was a very clean place and since it was a Frid... Read full Story
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It All Started
IT ALL STARTED a fanticy by CDlishmis It all started when I was just a little guy, my older sisters and their friends used to dress me up as their real life Barbie doll. I at the time saw nothing wrong with it. (I still don`t.) ... Read full Story
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Crossdressed Lana - Hannover, Germany
Crossdressed Lana - Hannover, Germany Very Sexy & Compliant Sub-Slut Is Searching For Kinky BDSM Live-Dates At Hannover, Germany!!! I Am Bisexual And Want Men, Woman, Couples And Trans For Outdoor, Swingerclub, Porncinema And Public Sex. I Love To Wear Very Hot & Sexy Clothes Like Lingerie, Stoc... Read full Story
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Lustful Crossdresser by CDlishmis
As I think about the way I feel when I dress in women’s clothes. I become agitated with myself. I can’t stop. I couldn’t stop even if I wanted to, it is an addiction. The physi cal and mental transformation that I go through is ex... Read full Story
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Минет страпону в женском нейлоновом белье
Вчера у одной сексапильной милфы купила ее длинный пеньюар (очень редная вещь) + она в подарок отдала колготки с вырезом, трусики и лифчик. Я приехала за город в домик и там оторвалась. Все это надела. Взяла искуственный член, включила видео, одела шпильки. Просто ласкала себя и делала минет страпон... Read full Story
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Dogging in the Park
The last two nights have been great fun in our local park. There is a parking lot where guys gather after dark and I was one of them. Both nights I was dressed up as a slutty CD with a black bra, fake silicone tits, black pantyhose and a short miniskirt. First Night: After waiting about an hour a... Read full Story
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Teacher Student Confidentiality
It was raining cats and dogs outside as Ms. Catherine Walker (Cat by her friends) graded her Accelerated Integrated Geometry test scores. Her was long and flowing and her sweater was purposely pulled low to embarrass the male teachers with her cleavage. Her cock twitched as she shifted her leg to a ... Read full Story
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HypnoSissy Partie 2
DEVENIR CUM SLUT Une fois habillé et James parti, Rose demanda: "Vous êtes-vous amusé?" Je hochai la tête. "Oui, bien que je me sente un peu gay." Rose secoua la tête. "Brian," gay "est juste un mot, comme" lesbienne ", ou" faggot "ou" gouine ". J'ai mangé la chatte et demandé aux filles... Read full Story
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C'EST LA PATRONNE ⚧️ ⚧️
Le rêve est mort. L'écriture était ma passion, mais cela n'a jamais servi à rien. La réalité a une mauvaise façon de vous rattraper, déchiquetant vos désirs dans son sillage. Ce cycle d'épargne et de vie de ces économies s'est progressivement révélé intenable et maintenant, à vingt-cinq ans, j'ai... Read full Story
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Aunt trip
In 2013, after almost three years of service in Afghanistan, George Madsen, a gay Royal Navy communications petty officer, retired. His experience in the distant deserts had left an indelible mark, the memories of friends lost and challenges faced still burned vividly in his mind. Coming home was n... Read full Story
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Collette's Property
I've been Collette's lover for four years now and this gorgeous, incredibly kinky woman still continues to amaze me. Our sex life would be unimaginable to most people, even those who live lives embracing BDSM and other fetishes, and it's Collette who makes it happen. Of course everything is a trade ... Read full Story
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Birthday Present Part 1
Birthday Present or (I've Looked at Love from Both Sides Now) Chapter 1 "What would you like for your birthday?" my wife asked. "An unforgettable sex session" I answered, jesting. "Is that right? Well, we'll see" came the reply. I forgot all abo... Read full Story
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JUERA MARICON
My name is Keven Jeanne and, Yes, I am a Sissy! When I was 13 I put on my mom's panties and some of her lipstick when she was at work. I had longish blonde hair and I ruffled it up - kind of teased it up - and when I looked in her dresser mirror, I almost ejaculated. Because what I saw looking ... Read full Story
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"SISSIFIED": 12 JOURS DE SISSY-MAS
JOUR 1: mardi 25 C'était le matin de Noël quand j'ai entendu frapper à ma porte, ce qui était, bien sûr, très étrange à dix heures du matin. À midi, j'allais chez ma famille pour Noël, et j'avais rarement des visiteurs inattendus. Toujours dans ma robe, je me dirigeai vers la porte et fus s... Read full Story
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SOUMISSION BBC DE SISSY
« Tyler ! Arrêtez-vous – vous regardez à nouveau, et il l'a remarqué ! » La voix de Jack chuchota d'une voix rauque à l'oreille de Tyler alors que l'eau chaude de la douche tambourinait dans son dos. Il ne restait plus que les trois sous la douche maintenant. L'entraînement de basket-ball était t... Read full Story
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Bikini garçon
J'étais le garçon que mon père avait espéré après 3 filles avant moi. La vie dans notre maison à deux étages de la classe moyenne de banlieue était aussi normale que celle de n'importe qui d'autre. Mon père était un père aimant qui m'élevait et faisait les choses qu'un père aime faire avec son fils ... Read full Story
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TV FELLATION SALOPE POUR LES NOIRS ⚧️
Ma femme était absente de la ville depuis quelques semaines récemment et je n'avais aucune relation sexuelle. J'ai essayé de me retenir, mais lors d'une nuit particulièrement excitante, j'ai pensé que j'irais dans un bar comme distraction si rien d'autre. Je me suis habillé d'un pantalon et d'une ch... Read full Story
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Fulfilling A Girl's Male Fantasy Part 2
Since our first meeting had gone so well, Jennifer and I started going out together. Other than the fact that in the bedroom I was the "man" only about half the time, it was a fairly normal relationship, apart from possibly being even more open with each other about our desires. One day a ... Read full Story
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Fantasy dream
So i had this dream and it gave me such a raging boner i felt i had to write it down. Im at a party, everyone is wasted and having a great time. I had been dancing and flirting with some blonde chick who kept mentioning her friend and wondering where she had gone. Eventually we found her and went... Read full Story
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DEVENIR CASSIE
L'argent était difficile à trouver dans notre foyer. Être l'aînée de quatre enfants et ma mère étant une mère célibataire mettent nos ressources à rude épreuve. Nous avons rarement eu de l'argent supplémentaire dans notre famille à dépenser pour des choses comme manger au restaurant ou aller au ciné... Read full Story
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DIVA LAS VEGAS ⚧️ ⚧️
Ma femme Rona était assise sur le canapé avec son pop-corn pendant que je terminais les plats du souper. « Hal ! Dépêche toi Hal, ça va commencer », m'a fait signe ma femme excitée. "Une seconde chérie. J'ai presque fini," répondis je en rangeant la dernière assiette. Mon épouse de vingt-six ans ... Read full Story
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FAIT POUR OBÉIR ⚧️ ⚧️
Mettons les choses au clair. Je ne suis pas gay, pas une poule mouillée ou un pédé, je suis un hétérosexuel normal de 30 ans, d'accord ! Alors pourquoi vous demandez vous si j'écris ceci vêtue d'une robe bleu foncé, de bas noirs avec porte-jarretelles, d'une culotte bleu clair avec un motif à pois b... Read full Story
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A Series of Perverse Dreams, Part 3
After my last couple dreams, I began to watch a ton of gangbang and bukkake porn. I had jerked to this kinda stuff before but now I was watching it constantly and this time around, it was to the thought of being the girl in the scene. Something about watching a beautiful woman taking numerous cocks ... Read full Story
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Fem Firm 2 -The Weathergirl
PART 1: A COURTESY CLIENT BLOWJOB Three weeks into my gig at Coxon & Dicster had been a blast. At first, a few of the girls had some reservations about me working there because I wasn't transgendered myself but I guess I won them over with my naturally cheerful personality. At least,... Read full Story
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HOW MY AUNT AND SISSY NEPHEW CHANGED MY LIFE FOREVER! (fictional
It was the very first night of my month long North Carolina July summer vacation stay when my Aunt Meg suddenly entered the bedroom that I was temporarily sharing with my younger cousin Rudy. Being so openly effeminine in his body language,voice and looks, I had already planted such dirty thoughts ... Read full Story
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Jennifer
WhiskeyIsGood I woke with a start, startled by a loud banging sound from downstairs. The floor shook from the vibrations, causing me to sit upright in my bed and glance towards my bedroom door. What in the hell, was going on down there? My question was quickly answered, by another loud bang, foll... Read full Story
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MON VOISIN TRANSGENRE
Il y avait un rebond dans ma démarche quand je suis rentré du travail ce vendredi soir fatidique. Comme d'habitude, j'avais travaillé mes doigts jusqu'à l'os en essayant d'impressionner mon patron. William Danforth Carter ne m'avait pas poussé plus qu'un grognement quand ... Read full Story
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LES SEINS VOUS RENDENT STUPIDE ⚧️ ⚧️
"C'est jolie!" "Oooh... Sexy !" "Salope !" Ce ne sont là que quelques-uns des descripteurs que j'ai utilisés lorsque j'ai "fait du lèche-vitrines" en ligne. C'est l'un de mes passe-temps préférés. Aller sur divers sites de lingerie et regarder des soutiens-gorge, des culottes, des bas, des jarret... Read full Story
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His Perfect Shemale Partner Part 2
Quite a few things have changed since the last chapter. OK maybe not that many, I am still lusting after Sally's body needing to have my dick in her and feel her in me, but we are a lot closer now as we are living together. Sally has gone to her 1st choice University and I decided I would rather get... Read full Story
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Hot Part 2
Last weekend, I had just taken a shower and was getting ready to go out for the evening. It was a bit early, so I decided to lie down and get some rest. Thoughts of what I saw on the internet a few hours earlier went through my mind and, in hindsight, never realized how much a simple mouse click wou... Read full Story
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Proud To Be A Sissy Chapter 7
"You're being really dirty little sissy slut today," daddy chuckled and asked, "What's gotten into you?" "Making up for the last few days I guess," I giggled hugging him tightly, "and I missed you too." "I missed my little sissy too." He repl... Read full Story
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My first cock
I've been swaying towards shemales for a few years now. Usually when I'm high. I'd get loaded and all of a sudden I'd have an urge to to be with a transgender. The thing is, initially, when I sobered up, I regretted any such thought, even hated myself to think such thought. Over ... Read full Story